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Sentences in BOLD are TRUE.
01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I used to or do see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I have gauged ears.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write.
09. I can't live without lipgloss/chapstick.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation.
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I've tried writing poetry before and failed.
21. My first kiss was unexpected. (never been kissed :))
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I don't like girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. I love AFI.
27. I have kissed someone who's name starts with a "B". ( my uncle)
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. My room is painted a color other than white.
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always late.
34. I barely ever study for tests.
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I think that its perfectly ok to be gay.
41. No one REALLY knows me. (knows all of me)
42. I don't have many bad hair days.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel empty sometimes but so does everyone.
48. I am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am no longer depressed.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I've been told I'm very softspoken.
54. I'm a virgin.
55. I love the color yellow.
56. I love guys that play the guitar. (who doesnt?)
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
60. I've contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I HATE John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian or a vegan.
67. I have a thought a teacher was cute before.
68. I am too forgiving.
69. I bite my nails sometimes.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
72. I've played a musical instrument for over 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew. ( i can though)
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts.
79. I hate it when people say they hate Bush because he is a moron.
80. I hate Bush.
81. I don't take criticism well.
82. Conformity is stupid.
83. Chris Carrabba is one of the sexiest men alive.
84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things. (try everything)
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I play the guitar.
90.
I'm probably going to have premarital sex. ( i couldnt tell you... as
of this point i dont believe in it... but things change and so do i)
91. I have had Mono.
92. I am very religious. (god is seriously my best friend but not serious serious)
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I love music.
97. I'm in love. ( with my family)
98. I have problems letting go of people.
99. Jesse Lacey writes some of the most amazing lyrics ever.
100. I don't really like ice cream.
101. I have freckles.
102. My birthday is in December.
103. Brody Dalle is pretty.
104. I like older guys.
105. I've gotten in numerous fights, and have won all of them.
106. I get bored very easily.
107. My parents are divorced.
108. I don't even know what my natural hair color is anymore.
109. I get really anxious in big crowds of unfamiliar people.
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[04 Jul 2005|10:06pm] |
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so i decided to update bc i know everyone is wondering whats going on with my life haha right
as usual my summer started with dance... but this year i didnt want to dance. I didn't want to go to rehersals or recitals... even though i had 8 dances in 3 recitals and 7 in the other 2 recitals. I didn't want to dance because i was sick of it, i was sick of dancing and no one noticing how much i do it. But thats not it I woke up Wednesday was a horrible Sinus Infection, maybe strep, and apendicitus. So i had to dance... there was no choice because my teachers are insane. So we didn't tell my doctor about dancing but he told me that the only way that my appendix would not be taken out was if i took care of it and only ate liquids. So i figured alright I'll starve myself all through recital but it will be okay. So i did and it was really really hard to dance I found mom's chasing after me to make sure I was okay almost every number and I became closer with girls on team which is really good. But i was was still unbelievably sick... and after the last recital I find out that people didnt even think I was sick... which is dumb because i couldn't even talk but screw them. So recitals went well and I was proud of myself for making it through all of them.
Then I woke up Sunday and packed for camp and then left. It was an engineering camp and I was still sick but I took a ton of medicine to be able to go. IT was an amazing experience that I will never forget. I met so many new people and so many new things. Like I learned about MIKE JONES and WAD UP DOE? and DEM BOYS IN DA HOOD and HOW TO BE ICEY! Yes i was sweet and I loved it. Nellie is amazing and my bestest friend ever from camp and it was just so sweet. I mean GA (ghetto alex) rocked out that camp for sure and Mike Jones left with a bang. haha
Then I came home andinvited my friends over and went to the movies and went swimming.
Then I went Saturday, Sunday, and today caddying and swimming or going to parties. yeah it was a great weekend. Especially today caddying. I got moved up to an A caddy and this boy that goes to pine lake was talking to me and he was gorgeous and really goood at golf and he kept smiling at me which was amazing. Then Joe and Mike and all the other guys were the usual normal. But Mr. Cunnington was a really big sweet heart and super nice to me. I donno this weekend was amazing.
Then tomarrow I start dance forever then in like in 2 weeks I go to Las Vegas and I excited.
Yeahs that was a lot of stuff all in one little entry haha I don't thinkanyone would read all of that. :) yay for you if you did though. Life is going good and I love my friends a whole lot and today was fun.
Oh and I really like this qoute:
If you cry for the things that you want, then things that you need might pass you by. yeahs
good night everybody
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| it was only a kiss.. |
[03 May 2005|05:25pm] |
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hey hey hey
whats going on? not much here... just about to go to dance as usual lol
school is almost out, which means lots of dance
then my engineering camp lol yes you heard me...
i am going to an engineering camp... ha thats going to be interesting
YOU CAN'T BRING YOUR CELL PHONE? WHAT?! LOL
NOR MY IPOD OR LAPTOP OR WHATEVER ELSE THEY HAVE ON THEIR LIST!
whatever... then after camp I have intensive and then LAS VEGAS! WHOO!
yes... i for sure can't wait for that !
then come home and i think i go back to dance ... haha gay i know.
then i am off to FLORIDA... wee yes back to sarasota... my lovely town!
then im coming home and going UP NORTH for Jessie's b-day I think? lol i donno probably....
then back to NEW YORK for a week for my sista!
whoo some summmer this is going to be! I am excited!
anyways... MY SISTER COMES HOME IN 9 DAYS !
I am so excited i miss her so much... we are definitaly having a party!
then i get to go to Cedar Pointe next week... i donno about that lol?
Maryns b-day party after dance on Friday! whoo !
then competition all this weekend... that will be some mothers day for my mom! haha
well i will leave you with a picture of Sarasota b.c it is a-m-a-z-i-n-g there
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| You can't resist |
[20 Apr 2005|05:54pm] |
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This weekend I had a compeition and we did awesome! I had a lot of fun with everyone and it was sweet even though my ankle istotally screwed up lol. oh well... it will get better! Check out the pictures of Caitlin and I... yeah you know we are sweet!
 haha i dont know how to flip it but this is my favorite
 yeah thats probably the best one lol
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 my mouth is open in like every picture lol .... we were pondering what places we got !? jk
well thats all for now guys... ive gotta go ! I'll add more later ! yeesss you know you love it
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| You Know What I Want... |
[10 Apr 2005|05:19pm] |
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This morning in church we were talking about how we shouldn't be worldly and how we should stand up and show that we are Christians. I've been think about it ever since.
Worldly means following the trends of the world or everyone else so by standing up you show that you follow your Christian ways and you don't do what is a sin, like swearing, drinking, and getting stoned.
So this got me thinking and I relized that I only stand up when I am with close friends who know that I am Christian and I don't stand up to people who maybe don't know that I am Christian. But if they do know that I am Christian, they see that I don't always stand up for what I am sopposed to believe in.
So now I have decided that I am going to stand up for what I believe in because that is what I am sopposed to do. Also when we were singing I felt as if God wants me to start standing up for my beliefs. It was crazy because I felt so much and it was just whoa.
Then I feel bad b.c when we were talking Josh asked you to raise your hand if you were going to start standing up and not be worldly and I wanted to so bad but I didn't b.c for some reason I was scared which sucked. So now I feel as if I have disappointed Josh, Paul, and God but I won't let them down because I am so going to make this a top goal.
As you can tell I have been thinking about this a lot.... so I'm going to leave you with a few verses and sayings
"In response to all he has done for us, let us outdo each other in being helpful and kind to each other and in doing good." (Hebrews 10:24)
"When God's children are in need, you be the one to help them out... don't just pretend that you love others; really love then. Hate what is wrong. Stand on the side of the good." (Romans 12:13, 9)
"Be gentle and ready to forgive; never hold grudges. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive." (Colossians 3:13)
"Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven." (Luke 6:37)
"Happy are merciful. Happy are the peacemakers." (Matthew 5:7, 9)
"Admit your faults to one another and pray for each other so that you may be healed." (James 5:16)
"If we say we have no sin, we are only fooling ourselves, and refusing to accept the truth. But if we confess our sins to him, he can be depended on to forgive us and to clense us from every wrong." (1 John 1: 8, 9)
"A man whorefused to admit his mistakes can never be successful. But if he confesses and forsakes them, he gets another chance." (Proverbs 28:13)
"Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust him to help you do it and he will." (Psalm 37:5)
Remember Guys-
Life hurts... God heals
Also remember that any time you have a problem, you can talk to me, just pick up your Bible and read, or the best choice, talk to God and tell him everyhing.
::This made me feel so much better::
Love, Alex
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| I love vacation! |
[26 Mar 2005|01:29pm] |
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Hey so I am on vacation in the Dolphin and Swan Hotels! Which is sweet because there are like 6 pools and lots to do!!
I am having a great time and right now I am waiting for my cousins to get her so we can go party it up!
As soon as they get here I am going to go get a henna tattoo which is going to be really cute!! YAY!
I just got a new bathingsuit too while we were like checking everything out! It Calvin Klein and it is green, pink, and yellow! Very Cute!
Wow I sound so like girlish.... I donno I think its be being surrounded by my sister and mom lol.
It just started thundering which really sucks... but it should be passing soon the weather man said lol....
hopefully because they are having a beach party tonight and we are going to go watch The Incredibles in the pool tonight... which is going to be sweet
My little cousin just called and told me she was ready to swim because she knows how to now... lol she is so cute!
for sure... thats my hotel! My room is like right abover the seashell fountain in the middle, between the 2 vase fountains! YAY!
well I'm iff to go find some stuf to do... cya
Alex
ps- sorry to all my buds from dance that have to dance all day today... that sucks guys :(
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So we are putting my doggie to sleep tomarrow. My house right now is horrible because Max is our amazing puppy that we love so much. My mom is going to take him when I am at school it is going to be so horrible. I don't know, I am the only one in my house who isnt crying. I just want to make the most of my time, seeing as I don't have much. He knows too...my dad is like the crying house I feel so bad. I love him so much but for real I cant cry because it will just make him feel worse. wow... I am going to put pictures of him up for everyone to see
Why is he such an amzing dog! I love him so much and I don't know what I am going to do without him.
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[11 Mar 2005|09:47pm] |
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13 days! Until I am back in the SUN!
so here i am again... lol sitting here thinking about how i haven't updated in like forever. So sorry once again... i swear one day i will update this thing daily. lol yeah right....
So i feel kinda dumb... b/c I keep gettting my hopes up over nothing, its pretty lame.
I am so excited for vacation and next weekend. Next weekend is West Coast Dance Explosion and I get to see Dee Caspary and I have missed him so much! He is an amzing teacher that I am going to work my butt off in his class b/c I want his dang scholarship! Yes I do! Then Florida again, yay! I am so excited! I am starting to lose my tan and I amready to see my family !
My sister comes home tomarrow for break its going to be sweet. Then I am getting my new bedroom set also which is going to be cool b/c I am going to have a huge dresser and bed and everything. The best part is that is going to be amazingly comfortable! I can't wait i am going to like keep it clean and my friends over like everyday! yay!
Golf starts on Monday, yes! I am going to do so awesome this year and I am so excited! I went to the dome last weekend and I did sweet, like the kid next to me kept watching me ! Then I have this new nickname which is not the greatest but it makes me laugh, AL! ha! thats funny, Mr . Woodhul calls me it and I think he is really excited to start the season too! It is going to be awesome!
School is school though... lots of test which equals extreme stress levels. lol for serious... i am sick of schoool. But ya know, who isnt.
Dance is geting better but stacey is crazy. She like broke her arm doing luandry and she is going through meda whatever... lol but yeah she is like flipping out if i dont have my hand on the barre... which i mean it does not need to be attached! lol
But thats life... i was going to put up more of my picctures but i donno the web site isnt being vey cooperative. so yeah...
good night
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| You'll Be On My Mind Forever :) |
[25 Feb 2005|03:20pm] |
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Long time no update... as usual lol sorry! I just get crazy busy and i don't have like any time!
So next week Golf should be starting up, I have to go to the dome, I told Mr. Woodhul I would go today butI didn't want to ask my friend's mom if she would take me becasue that would be rude so I just came home. Hopefully some other people went. I better start practicing though because its been forever and I can't suck because that would be plain out embarasssing lol.
Then dance is going good. Stacey is like oh nice job Alex, ohh very nice a lotbut then when she isn't shes like do it better do it better. For example last night she wanted me to bend more except my hip and rib were ontop of each other and she was like oh when she trid to push me fourther and i was like uh yeah thats what I thought. But overall its all good because she still is like in love with me.
School is horrible, I mean like the learning part. Like I had a project due today and I spent all seminar finishing it up because it wasn't finished. Man, I put like a billion hours into that project. Then I have a crazy amount of homework and tests on Monday. But I guess they are just making up for all the snow days we've had, lol not!
Then boys... well its all good with them. Gym is ok, I love it, I can't even take Chase, he is so cute. Except for his shirt was like nothing today but really he is great. Then there is M'Kel, he is also great and funny. Then hm.... Steve, I don't know about him but you know, I barely know him. Then Jack and he is just the sweetest boy in the world, he makes me smile whenever I see him :). Then I thinklast but not least is Nick and wow is he goregous.... I can't even not look at him without smiling, especially when he has cute clothes on! Today I saw him so much and it was awesome, I loved it.
But in a whole life is pretty great, I mean I don't really have any complaints. I just wish Spring Break would come a little sooner though because I am very anxious to leave the cold state of Michigan and I mean who wouldn't be. Oh and my tan is still here, its great every is super white and I'm not! YAY! I miss vacation Kellie and I had a great time and it was amazing weather but what are ya gonna do? Well I am going to take a nap I think because I am definitaly very exhausted!!
Love,
Alex
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| If you are there, show you care |
[02 Feb 2005|03:55pm] |
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so today we had a really funny motivation speaker, it was awesome. Then since i am in student council i got to go listened to him after the assemblys and it was so fun! He kept making fun of me because i couldn't stop laighing and stuff, it was great. He was like this is great, this girl right here was been laughing so much that i have yet to see her eyes and stuff. Then he was like mimicking my motions, it was fun. He gave me really good ideas to, it was cool. This was my favorite part of his whole speech:
Whatever, oh you don't understand well BOLD IT (Whatever) and italizize it! Then you still don't unerstnad, get a new font! and he like did this with his hands so it was hilarious!
wow! today was pretty awesome! I had fun all day and i even talked to the guy i liked, it was nice!
i have a dance competition this weekend and i am really excited! it is going to be so much fun and we are going to do awesome! YES!
well i have to pack and study for a test so adios!
9 days till FLORIDA! YAY!
love,
Alex!
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| and life is a never ending thing |
[24 Jan 2005|06:10pm] |
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so long time no update.... sorry.... i am horrible with this journal thing
lol. and I get mad when people don't update... yep thats sad.
so not much is new... just getting over being sick... it was horrible, but now life is great and i feel great.
so dane tonight... longer then usual b/c dance was snowed out on saturday...
first competition and convention next weekend YEAS! the is exciting... i can smell a scholarship in thee air!
that rights, fools!
so i got new pointe shoes... yep yep... after going threw like a billion different kinds and then I went back to my babies! They are the grandest.
I need to do this poopy project except I don't feel like going upstairs and doing it.
boys.... tricky tricky... kinda confused about them lately... well not confused just well confused... I love them all... not just one... i mean ALL.... the list goes on on.... but I do still like this one guy over the rest except the chance is.... slim to none.... lonely freshman... popular senior... ha! at least he called me a "jerk" last night... lol dont worry i wsn't mean
its great... just smiling.. ilove it... easy school day tomarrow besides science... ha new aid...he is sweet. Chris is sweet... yes i do have good hand writing... ha !
ha... guess whos student of the month... muah! thats right... ha.. i wonder how? do you?
new gym class tomarrow... lets see how many people make remarks about my fexibility in this class.. ha ha ... not ... sexual harassment only goes on for about another semester...at least i have a cool aid in that class too... he likes me... that means i don't have to do stuff.... yep thats right... except there is joey... and jared... and that one kid i forgot his name... not cool
upside i got a new gym locker and lock... sweet! all by myself... no naked girls soowing around me... eck... many girls in the new class though... weird
i am leaving my saying
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I LOVE MY FRIENDS, THEY ARE AWESOME!
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wait one more addition mr. woodhul makes me laugh... he knows a freshman whom he thinks is a good golfer except... i suck.. thank you very much... lol... although.. i can improve with help from your son... wink wink! thats right
*Alex*
be good folks
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| I've got a feeling that this is going to be long... |
[13 Dec 2004|06:04pm] |
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So haven't updated in awhile and I've still got this feeling that everyone gave up on reading it because I never update. But anyways I have had many different thoughts and things goings on lately and I just have to write them down so here it goes...
first off I had my birthday and it was great. I love all of my friends they are the greatest they made my party the best thing ever and don't forget girls, another sleepover and party at my house next Wednesday because dance is going to be out! YAY! BREAK!
next as you probably know I have liked Mike for a while now and well I donno I just have. even though he doesn't know know me. But anyways so we are at challenge day and I was kinda upset because of course Mike wasn't at it and it would be cool to see him there but on the other hand it definitaly wouldn't have been cool. But I could have gotten a hug from him but anyways back on track...
so it was the end of the day and you had pieces of paper on your backs and people went around writing nice things about you on your back. So I'm going around and writing things all over the place then I see this guy Jack from church so I'm like aw alright I'll write on his because I've never saw anything but smile from this guy. So I go up and I write on his back like I am so glad I met you this year and I love the way you are always smiling, or something along those lines and then he turns around and writes on mine. So i was like yay look at all these people writing on my paper. So then we get out and I am reading them and I was like Kelly look what this guy Jack wrote and it said something like seeing you smile everyday is awesome your goregous. Well I went nuts over that because no guy outside my family has ever wrote/said that to me. So I was just in awe with this piece of paper like itwas the sweetest thing ever. So i can't take it anymore I love this kid. Then we go to church and I was all excited because I was going to see him but of course hes a senior and I am a freshman so like I don't have a chance anyways. So I see him only for like 2 seconds total becausee we went to service and we usually don't and he was definitaly behind me and I wasn't going to turn around and keep looking at him so I was like alright I'll see him tonight. So I'm starting to think he knows I like him because every chance I got I stood there smiling nad not acting normal around him. So then we go to the Christmas small group party and he is in the kitchen cooking and I go with Jackie to see him and the guys. So he is an amazing cook and hes making food and he was like you guys try one of these and it was some thing i donno but because he made it i tried it even though I usually wouldn't and it was great and I couldn't help myself I just stood there smiling and giggling at him. so i was like great I am making a fool out of myself. Then our pot luck dinner starts and i have to say it was amazing so we are eating and he is at the seperate part of the table and i was like eh that sucks so then of course guys get call last to get food and he gets his and does'nt even go back to the table he goes and sits on the couch closest to my seat and I was like yes! maybe I can see him now and so whatever i sneaked peaks and what not. so then we played this passing game and stuff and you can either steal or keep your gift. So i am eyeing these legos that I really really want and Jack of course gets them so I was like great I can't steal those from him because he was all excited about them and stuff but then I donno if he was after he opened them because there wasn't very many so. I get my gift I knew it was some book and I really wanted the legos but I wasn't going to steal them from him so Jackies like take them take them and every ones like steal them and he was just smiling at my and we were making eye contact and what not and I really thought he wanted them so I didn't take them then i get this funny book from liek the early 90's about movie stars. So then he comes up and talks to me and is like so you were going to steal my legos and whatever and I was just like wow he is talking to me so then yeah. He stops to go like do something outside of the room i guess? then it was time to go and we were leaving and like I was talking to jackie and out walks Jack and like he saw me and I saw him and I was smiling hten a girl came out from behind him and my heart sank I donno why but it did and like I think he saw my face because like his facial expressions and we both walked opposite ways. Then mrs. W. turns around and is like talking to the girl and I just stood there and was thinking no please lets go but I just tried to smile back at Jack but like I couldn't and it was hard. But I donno why but I can't stop thinking about it at all and I mean I don't even know jack so like why should I care and like how would I even have a chance with him you know. But he was walking behind me today and I didn't even turn around to say hi and know he noticed that I didn't say anything and now I am confused and I just wish I would stop thinking about him and what happened. but I can't so I had to say it because I have yet to tell anyone.
but yeah its time for dinner and I have to study for a test. good bye.
love always,
Alex
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| funny how my favorite shirt smells more like you then me |
[20 Nov 2004|10:37pm] |
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funny how these surveys help me understand my feelings more
PAST:
- first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Muth
- last word you said: "oh alright"
- last song you sang: "Sunrise" by Norah Jones
- last thing you laughed at: my friend Caitlin and I talking about funny stuff from dance
- last time you cried: almost cried today but i held it in and faught away the tears ( oh man was I proud of myself because I am not strong when it comes to not crying)
- things in your past that you regret: nothing really because everything leads up to what I am now
PRESENT:
- what's in your cd player: Norah Jones, Ryan C. Michelle Branch Usher CDD music and this mix of pumping up songs
- what color socks are you wearing: brand new white ones
- what's under your bed: magazines old notebooks and shoe boxes filled with bathingsuits and stuff like that
- what time did you wake up today: 8:00 ish
FUTURE:
- what is your career going to be: I want to be a Lawyer, not sure what kind though?
- how many kids do you want: not sure but I want them to have like cool names like Lillian, Gavin, Norah, Blair, and
CURRENT:
- current hair : brownish, pulled back in a bon with i purple poofy scrunchy that I love a lot
- current clothes: pink tank top, pink button up shirt, socks, button up dance pants and lacy underwear ;)
- current annoyance: my feet and knee that are both throbbing cause they hurt bad
- current smell: wamr vinilla sugar candle
- current longing: i want a boy to sit here and cuddle with in a blanket
- current desktop picture: a whole bunch of pictures of friends and family
- current favorite music: no favorites i am just in love with all music
- current book: Speak
- current worry: nothing really besides my family and friends being safe
- current hate: that i have yet to ever have a boyfriend
- story behind your username: it was a nick name my ballet teacher gave me one day and I thought it was cute
- current favorite article of cloting: this beautiful skirt that i bought forChristmas and I am not going to wear till then, all my marc jacobs clothes, these coach shoes i bought and havent worn yet, my new bras from new york lol, and my uggs.
- favorite physical feature on a guy: their eyes, smile, hair, height and body. Personally I think almost everyguy is like goregous.
- line from the last thing you wrote to someone: DorkieBallerina [9:39 PM]: lol c ya
- you are happiest when: i am dancing or with friends or family
- you feel lonely when: when i haven othing to do but all my friends do
- favorite author: Cecily Von Ziegesar and Lisi Harrison
- do you think too much: Always.
- if you could live anywhere in the world: upper New York or Michigan anywhere where I have acres and acres of land and it is always beautiful.
- famous people you have met: hm... Ive met the president and Iknowlike a lot of rew wings guys, then Ive met liek all the lions because we have front rowseason tickets, and a lot of sports people, and a lot of politics, and like one movie star but i dont remember who? lol it was a guy from nickolodean
- do you have any regrets: nope
- favorite coffee: never had it
- favorite smell: a lot of stuff I love the smell of guys though
- what makes you mad: people lying to me and people copying me
- favorite way to waste time: sitting in my room reading or listening to music
- are you currently in love: nope
- what's the craziest thing you have ever done: lots of crazy things lol thats why my friends think i am crazy
- any bad habits: i bite my nails, i can sometimes procrastiate, not focusing
- do you find it hard to trust people: nope
- last thing you bought yourself: well i got both Norah Jones cds, N=Venessa Carltons cd, 2 books, some note cards, the dvd Uptown Girl, the dvd Maid in Manhattan, thenthses dvds that have old old shows like I love Lucy and stuff, and a hot choclate.
- bath or shower: bath all the way
- favorite season: I love all seasons
- favorite color: pink and purple
- favorite flavor: huh?
- favorite time of day: like around 3/4ish
-gold or silver: silver
- any secret crushes: yes
FASHION:
- how many coats and jackets do you own: to many to count lol.
- favorite shorts color: light faded jean
- most expensive item of clothing- My coach coat, and my marc jacobs clothes
- most treasured: i tresure all my clothes
YOUR FRIENDS:
- do they know you: totally they can tell me what iam thinking lol
- can you count on them: yep
- can they count on you: yep
LAST:
- last movie you saw: Mean Girls
- last show you watched on tv: Viva La Bam
- last song you heard: a Norah Jones Song
- thing you had to drink: hot choclate
- last time you showered: last night
- last time you smiled: the word smile makes me smile lol
- last time you laughed: my mom
- last person you hugged: mom
- last person you talked to online: Caitlin
- last person you talked to on the phone: Mr. Reed
DO YOU:
- sleep with stuffed animals: yep
- have a dream that keeps coming back: nope
- play an instrument: i can play the piano and clarinet
- believe in life on another planet: yes scary but true
- read the newspaper: Only in Rivetto's class
- have any gay or lesbian friends: yep
- believe in miracles: totally
- consider yourself tolerant: sometimes
- consider police a friend or foe: my family knows like all the police
- have a favorite stooge: never saw it
- believe in magic: not sure
- pray: at least once a day
- go to church: i sure do and i love it
- have any secrets: yes plenty but i tend to share them
- go or plan to attend college: for sure
- talk to strangers: yep
- have any piercings: my ears
- have any tattoos: nope
- hate yourself: nope i amvery satisfied with myself
- wish on stars: sometimes
- like your handwriting: sometimes
- have a second family: CDD team and friends
- trust others easily: yep
- sing in the shower: yep
thats it! i am getting a little sleepy
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I haven't updated in awhile, whoops. No one proably even reads this anymore lol because I never update but everything has definitaly been crazy lately. All I can think about is that next week I get to sleep in and I am most definitaly exited for that.
Well what can I say? Then this guy is my mind right now too. Well I've liked him for a little while and well he was leading me on big time like totally and all my friends thought so too. So everything was going super good until today when I saw him hit another girl and I was really disappointed. But on the up side everything else is going pretty well in life.
I've got like almost no homework this weekend and Iam so exited I am definitaly going to have fun! now what else is fun? My birthday is coming up and I am really excited! I have a really good feeling about it too! My mom got my my present and everything, its something from Louis Vuitton but Im not sure I saw thebag when I came home yesterday but it was all wrapped up so I didn't loook, I really want to be suprised this year! so take this survey please!
Am I:
1. Quiet or Loud?
2. Short or Tall?
3. Weird or Original?
4. Nice or Mean?
5. Friendly or Selfish?
6. Normal or Special?
7. Smart or Stupid?
8. Boring or Fun?
9. Pretty or Ugly?
Do you think I'm:
1. Shy?
2. Weird?
3. Crazy?
4. Cute?
5. More than a friend?
6. A flirt?
7. A good friend?
8. Conceited?
9. Attractive?
10. Two-faced?
Some questions...
1. Do you know my phone number?
2. When is my Birthday?
3. What song reminds you of me?
4. What movie reminds you of me?
5. If you could rename me...what would my name be?
6. Have you ever had a dream of me?
7. If you could GIVE me anything...what would it be?
8. If you could ASK me one thing what would it be?
9. If you could TELL me one thing what would it be?
10. Describe me in 3 words.
For the Guys
1. Would you ever kiss me?
2. Would you ever want to be my girlfriend?
3. Have you ever had a crush on me?
4 If we spent a day together...where would we go, and what would we do?
5. Physically, what's my best feature?
6. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my personality?
7. Do you ever think of me off-line?
8. Mentally, what's my best feature?
Everyone
1. When you first saw me what was the first thing that came to your mind?
2. Do you wish we were closer?
3. What's your honest opinion of me?
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last night was cool, it was the mott vs kettering game!
I had a blast, it felt so awesome to be all wet and not care. I just had a blast and i loved the rain it was exciting, it made everything so much funner. I donno but i had a blast.
So i definitaly like Joel, there are no doughts in my mind! He was so nice too it was awesome. On Monday we get new seats and I just hope I get a seat kinda close to him because hesits like all the way across the room and i never get to talk to him.
Then the drum off was fun. I was like soaked and there was just so many people and we were all having a blast! Then I turned around to look in the stands and I see Chirs B. smiling at meand my heart like stopped. lol, that boy was like the love of my life for like 4 years then he went to college. It was so cool, i was like Chris? and he turned around and nodded it was cool!
so i miss band, i really want to bein it again! like they have a blast but i so dont have time for it at all. like i need the classes that are important though and band is an easy "a." But i am really tempted to go back to it.
I think i should go to bed soon because i haven't got like any sleep lately. like on the weekends ive been getting like 2 hours a night. but it is so worth it because that is like the only time i have with my friends.
I am becoming really stronf this year at dance. like i have it like everyday except sunday and like the next day i am so sore and i like cant move but it feels sogood to know that i am getting stronger. Stacey can tell to because she is starting to give me good compliments a lot and its nice. I really am enjoying myself besides some pll are really getting to me and i wish they would go away.
well i am going to get going good night.
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